icesnowqueen

I only miss you A little you could say A little too much A little too often and A little more Everyday When they told me you were gone It was all I could do to keep trying to hold on Without you there to catch me, it was too hard I let go and fell, and it tore me apart These arms that once embraced yours Are now covered in bruises and sores Without you here to protect me I am nothing anymore. These hands you used to hold Have been getting very cold Without you here to protect me I’m all alone.

sometimes i pretend      that you’re still here with me   that when i wake alone in bed      you’re just making me my morning tea but birds can’t mask the noises     you don’t make and your clothes have lost their smell the pillow man won’t hug me back           - he doesn’t know me well throughout the day i listen hard   thinking that you’re         somewhere near-by i lull myself into peace        till i believe my lie i run to the phone expectantly       and drown in disappointment when            it’s not your voice i hear i don’t know how to tell you this